do u ever play loud sad music and lie down on your bed and stare at the ceiling because life is fuckin hard man what’s up with that

I can’t even remember the last time I’ve felt like this. I feel like something wants to tear my heart out. My spirit is so faint I can barely feel my bones in my body and my nerves are tired of worrying. I really dislike being this way but sometimes. I can’t help it.

When your loved one is depressed, and you try to find ways to tell them everything will be okay. But it doesn’t help cause they are drowning in their own guilt. When their “I’m fine”  Doesn’t convince you. And you know something is wrong but they persist to tell you. I hate it. Feeling useless is like one of my major weaknesses.